Think about it - your mind habitually creates problems to solve, stories to believe, states to achieve. After years of this pattern, even a clear moment of recognition often gets followed by an automatic return to seeking. It's like your brain has a default setting of "there must be more than this."

Most of us readily question surface-level beliefs, but spiritual ones feel different, essential. The idea of being on a path to something better, of eventual arrival at some amazing state - these notions seem too vital to abandon. Yet they're just more smoke in the room, obscuring what's already here.

People often tell me they've lost it. "I had it for a while, but now it's gone," they say. "I was there yesterday, but today I can't find my way back." It's a common experience - this sense of falling in and out of recognition.

Never settle on a word or a belief that claims to fully capture what this is. Don't call it "oneness" and think you've understood it all. Don't label it as "emptiness" and believe you've grasped its entirety. It's not even accurate to call it "nowhere," because it's somehow between nowhere and everywhere, inhabiting a space our minds struggle to comprehend, or at all access.

You probably started reading this blog looking for answers. Another stepping stone on your spiritual journey. Another framework to make sense of what you're seeking. Or maybe you're just curious who's behind these words, wondering if this is just another spiritual sales pitch. And is this guy even legit? Has he really 'got it'? I should warn you - you won't find what you expect here.