This isn’t about me
There's no awakening story to share, and no transformation to market. Those tales are plenty but only feed more seeking. This is about the death of the very impulse that brought you here. The longing for fulfillment, meaning, or escape, that can never be satisfied. For me, hope for arrival has vanished completely, collapsing upon itself. Now I hold the door open for you as basic courtesy.
“I am completely ready to drop every spiritual belief and kill the hope of arrival”
— No one, ever
Beyond Spirituality
I am gratefully not part of the spiritual conversation. This isn't non-duality, consciousness work, or pointing toward awareness of being. Those are just more concepts wearing truth costumes.
What we're looking at is the unquestioned assumption that humans are "people." Separate selves with free will, permanent identities, souls that survive death. The entire seeking enterprise is built on this fiction.
This isn't philosophy. Right now, before any concept of "you" arises, something is vibrantly alive. Not mystical aliveness - raw sensation, breath, warmth, sound. No one is having this. It's simply occurring.
Spirituality promises awakening, liberation, the realization of no-self. But these are just more ideas. Assuming there's someone to awaken, someone to liberate, someone to realize they don't exist.
Our conversations aren't about reaching enlightened states. They're about seeing through the misunderstanding that created the need for enlightenment. When this assumption collapses, the seeker quite literally dies with it.
What remains isn't transcendent. It's embarrassingly simple, vibrantly alive, and completely uninterested in your spiritual progress. It’s what naturally takes over when spirituality runs its course.
What People Are Saying
“I was entangled in a never ending analysis paralysis with my spiritual practices. Talking with Marcin helped dissolve the illusion of a desired result at the end of seeking. I am grateful for the sound reasoning and practical advice he has shared from his own experience. He helped facilitate, through simple conversation, the sweeping away of old ideas and the result was what has always been here the whole time.”
— Jacob, 40
“Marcin came into my experience just as my seeking had reached a crescendo. More than anything, I was exhausted. As a former seeker himself, Marcin met me where I was at. More than a specific person or idea or instruction, I just needed a safe place to unravel. For me, that space was meeting with Marcin. It’s like I was drowning in 3 feet of water and he was calmly standing there suggesting I simply put my feet down.”
— Jake, 45
“Sessions with Marcin have been magical. It’s difficult to express in words exactly what takes place, however it left me with a sense of lightness and clarity that I was pulled towards. It felt like a return to a home from which I never left. For that I’m ever so grateful to Marcin.”