Every spiritual approach promises some form of permanence. The only thing that seems to last is the search itself.
A video, a book or a new teacher opens something up, and for a while it feels like this is it. Then it fades, and you go looking again, a little more carefully this time.
Over time this becomes a kind of background restlessness. One practice leads to the next, one teacher to another, and underneath it all lives the wish for a state you could finally arrive at and stay in.
The hope for becoming, fear of missing out on the breakthrough, or the simple need to escape suffering keeps sending you deeper into teachings and monitoring your progress.
Something changes when you talk about it openly. Said out loud to another person, the pattern shows itself while it's running, and the pull of the story loosens. That's what our meetings are for.
The cycle breaks down, leaving whatever remains completely uncovered. I won't tell you what that is. Anything I said would just become the next thing to look for.
I'd love for you and me to talk about it at some point.
Marcin
A retired seeker
You can say I am a retired seeker. Having been out of the maze of seeking for a while now I invite others to witness the same vantage. If you feel like you need some more information, please read on.
So what now?
End seeking
This may sound like the opposite of what you want. Literally, the last thing you want in the last place you'll look. And yet the collapse of seeking might just be the biggest relief you never predicted.
Meetings
I hold private meetings where we honestly explore seeking patterns. We work in tandem until seeking stops and what's left is clear as day. One conversation is sometimes enough, but some people stay for many.
The last place you'll look
Somehow you know all has led to this and there is no turning back.
Need to contact me? contact@remind.guide